Living Life in The Fast Lane!

Since You been gone its been like Idgaf about anything but just move forward and do what I gotta do best to make it through each day without getting snap at by my parent. I stop my smoking and drinking cause I wasn’t going no where in life beside being lazy at my dad placd when I’m suppose to be 0ut searching for a job and I haven’t been home for awhile so my roomate probably pissed as fuck at me. Life just feel so incomplete when your single and most of your friends have girlfriends and your the odd one sticking out the group but that’s okay with me cause I choose to do long distance relationship but it didn’t work out with my last cause she always wanted me to see her like every week but I couldn’t  do that cause I was on some other bullshyt helping out my family and i tryed my best to go see her and at the time my whip wasn’t running so I had to count on somebody esle to bring me up there  all the time, so we never had alone time which suck balls and I was running on time so I only got to spend like 2 or 4 hour with you and I had to go back home and I hated my self for doing that all the time 😔 and it’s been like a couple months now since I haven’t to talk to you I wish I could say more but I’m getting tried!